And so it begins.....

[phoenixrising79]

This is the latest blog from my ex wife, and she calls ME the drama queen.... LMAO

December 7, 2007 - Friday

the birthday girl
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Life


Cinnamon wanted cupcakes with spiderman rings and pink frosting and sprinkles. Oh my god, they were too cute!!

All the girls in her class told her how beautiful she is and how wonderful the cupcakes looked.

Mom and Mick gave her a BIG dog and they gave willie 2 little TY rabbits, Dad gave cinni mini a card with $6 in it and gave willie a card with $1. I gave her a 12" my little pony that she has been begging for and a TY unicorn, willie got another "little mermaid" from dollar tree. She loves those so much. Daniel is going to have to be late getting them their presents this year due to road conditions and he is not giving willie a happy day gift. It is his choice, but I feel it is silly to break traditions that we had for the last 3 years due to remarrying and the G.E.U.F. doesn't like it. Angela never made him break that tradition, and never did a lot of other things that this one is doing. I am starting to believe that Angela was the lesser of the two evils. Here's hoping his next wife will be better than either of those two. Crossing fingers!! Those two (dan and the g.e.u.f.) have found other things to freak out about so they have been leaving me alone lately. Woo-hoo, I am out of the spotlight! I wonder how long after the baby is born before they decide to stir up their retarded drama queen episodes. I am still reading up on all the legal sites I can find so that when they take me to court I can get Daniel's visitation denied permenantly for him being a pervert and "dating" his 11 year old sister when he was 19. I don't know why he can't just admit it wasn't "dating" it was molesting since he can't be arrested again for it. The district attorney never persued it so Daniel got away with it. What a sad world when people like that are allowed to work as school bus drivers and have babies with every female in their life. Good thing Angela was already a week pregnant when he moved in with her or this baby would make 4. Thinking about it is scary! 4 kids, no job, and does not pay child support, wow pervert, you REALLY have some balls to even dream about taking me to court for my sex life that occurs behind closed doors with ADULTS. Yeah, over 18 and not related to me. He is married to someone that does not even like the girls and talks about (in front of the girls) how her asshole niece is so much better than they are. That little bitch Hannah should be locked in a cage, what a fucking monster. Hearing the G.E.U.F. brag about her asshole niece is hilarious, I know what the future is going to bring and it makes me smile. I must be as evil as Daniel says I am.

[phoenixrising79]

When I start reading this, I'm like ok this is pretty normal, and the further I get, the more horrified I become... She must be having alot of nightmares since I finially found someone who is better then she is, and she must really be upset since Kristin and I are having a baby together.

Why can't she just b fuckin happy for us? I'm not pushing my other two kids out of the way, she is the one who keeps driving a wedge where it shouldn't be.

She also talks of ending my visitation, but for what? Trying to see my kids? Going without food so I can drive down there, since she has maybe driven them twice if she is lucky. Where the fuck does she get off?

She is supposedly such a good parent, but when I send her the last $20 I had on me last month and the last $10 this month she bitches about it! WTF?? What the fuck does G.E.U.F. stand for anyways? Is that retard language for "I'm to lazy to get off my ass to get my own job, so I have to get all bent out of shape when someone tries to help me" kinda bullshit?

I don't know where she gets all this B.S. of me molesting people. I was arrested once and accused of some really nasty shit so my mother could save her fuckin house, and get $250,000 in exchange for my life. To think that she sides with my mom on this. The only reason she has those girls is because of me. Another thing, notice how she brings up the fact that I was a school bus driver... Yep thats right, you think that they would have let me within a mile of a school or drive a bunch of young kids in a bus if any of that was true?? I think not....

Child services took Cinnamon before she even left the hospital because 1.) I wasn't there 24/7 because I had to work 40+ hrs a week at minum wage to make sure we had a warm house and formula for the baby, imagine that! and 2.) because Neciah (my ex wife) decided to not only refuse to do anything the hospital wanted to ensure cinnamon's safety at home (she was only 34 weeks and medically fragile being a preemie), but refused any parenting classes, and went off on the social worker and the hospital staff whenever she didn't get her way. Of course the state would have stepped in because they viewed her not me a danger to her own child.

What is really horrifying is that she calls our neice a "bitch" and threatens to "throw her in a closet" our neice Hanna is only 2 years old, and the sweetest little kid you would ever know. WTF did she ever do to anyone?

I may not have a "traditional" job, but neither does my ex wife, However, I am getting paid around $1,300 tax free to goto college to get not one but at least three degrees, and maybe graduate school to boot. She purposely fluncked high school level college classes, and refuses to do even a cashiering job because "it's too hard!" and "that sounds like too much work to me!". Maybe if you got your fat ass up off the couch, and layed off the bon bon's lady, it wouldn't be so much work. If you lost say 300 lbs, you might be able to find a decent man or woman and not have to go for the ones who are gender confused all the time, just a thought....

If one of those mother fuckers ever went after my kids.... (your imagination here...) [img]biggrin.gif[/img]

She wants a war, she will get a war. I never backed down from a challenge yet... And I took an oath to protect everyone when I joined the military, and that includes my kids. Next time I goto court she had better have a damn good attorney because if I'm going down, I won't go without a fight. Fuck donkey dick sucking wish they had a brain cunts of ex wives. If only I could get her put away, and just throw away the key for good... Now there's a thought.... [img]graemlins/devil.gif[/img] [img]biggrin.gif[/img]

[BlackMagicRose]

You know...the only shit and drama being stirred up is by her stupid ass. I know she is jealous of the baby and she seems to think that everything we do should revolve around her and the girls but I am sorry I am not playing this little fucking game of hers. I am not going to sacrifice my relationship with my nieces just because she can't stand the fact that we see them more than we do the girls. That is her own fucking fault. She's the one who repeatedly threatens to have visitation taken away and demands we see them last minute when we don't have any money to spare on gas to even get down there. Sorry but we don't live with Mommy or Daddy and have everything paid for us like she does. Maybe if they'd boot her sorry fucking ass out she'd wake up and realize that life isn't so fucking peachy when you have to make it on your own. Hannah and Kaela are far better behaved than the girls and it is lack of parenting on Neciah's part. She gives them absolutely no structure and lets them do whatever the fuck they want. She is also planting things in their head to turn them against us. Fine...play that way now and she'll regret it later. I've never bragged about Kaela or Hannah in front of her or the girls. I guess sharing silly stories of what the kids do is unacceptable and accounts for bragging. And calling Hannah a bitch and saying she should be locked in a cage. Okay she might want to stay the FUCK away from me from now on because I don't care pregnant or not I will bloody the bitch up. I don't have a record, never been in trouble and she has some legal matter pending that is going into litigation. Gee...wonder what that is all about. Wonder who she fucked over this time. I guess if she succeeds in having Daniel's rights removed then we can just make a motion to have child support removed as well. [img]mad.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/devil.gif[/img] [img]mad.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/devil.gif[/img] [img]mad.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/devil.gif[/img]
Oh yeah and one more thing....she seems to wish I would have a miscarriage. Hate to tell her but if it was going to happen it would have and nothing would stop us from trying to have one.

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[BlackMagicRose]

She had no right to talk about Hannah like that. None whatsoever. She thinks she is so fucking perfect...well if she was perfect than why aren't the girls able to speak clearly and why aren't they at the educational level they should be at? Good question isn't it. I mean she has all this time to spend with them yet does nothing to make them better themslves or to even better herself. Instead she spends it on the computer seeking out any guy she can find who would rather be a chick. At this point I don't really even see her as a woman because she'd rather have a dick and push people around to get off. As for the arrest record...I have read every single bit of it. ALL OF IT!!! There is NOTHING in it that lead me to believe that the accusations from his mother were true or accurate in any way. And it wouldn't have been exsponged had there been even a fraction of doubt that he was innocent. They don't exsponge records easily or very often. You have to prove without a resonable doubt that the accusations against you were false. And it was proven to be nothing but bullshit. Neciah can't be happy unless everyone around her is miserable. I refuse to allow her in my home. I don't want her here. I don't care how bad she thinks I am because I know I'm not and Daniel's not either. She wants everything her way and she isn't getting it her way. Hence she is throwing a hissy fit and making shit up to make herself look like a saint. And she claims to be a Christian. Yeah that is a hell of a stretch considering the comments she made about MY nieces. Kaela and Hannah are two VERY well behaved kids that are also VERY intelligent. And that credit goes to my sister and brother-in-law for taking the time to work with them and instill values and structure into their lives. What does Neciah do...she just lets the girls do whatever they want including biting one another and so on, and MY niece is a monster? Yeah okay...Hannah nor Kaela have bitten anyone for any reason. I never once said I don't like the girls. I love them to death but I expect them to behave when they are here and go by the rules we set for them. I have never seen anyone so damned vindictive and selfish that she can't even think about what this is doing to the girls. Only what it is doing for her. She doesn't have to live on her own because her own parents coddle her instead of giving her a good swift kick in the ass and telling her she needs to go do something with her life and make her own way. So what happens to the girls when her parents aren't around to subsidize her anymore? What then? She knows we don't have room here for the girls on a permanent basis. But how much longer are we going to have to deal with her constant drama and bullshit? I mean seriously. I am starting to think she is on crack. One minute things are fine and civil and then out of the blue she drags a bunch of shit up and tries to make us sound like the worst people in the world. If that isn't jealousy I don't know what is. [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img]

[Lost in time]

argh i cant stand people who thinks the world revovles around them and ONLY them and think that they own you cuz you have their children

[BlackMagicRose]

Oh I am BEYOND pissed at the fucking cunt. I am getting so damn tired of this shit. On my end I chalk most everything that deals with her up to jealousy. I have a nice car and a relatively nice life, my own place, a brain. You know the usual. But bringing my nieces into it is nothing but BULLSHIT!!! She's pissed because I won't let her get away with running our lives and just because she has the girls doesn't mean she has to bitch about everything we do. We've given her PLENTY of opportunities to have us take the girls but she refuses. The girls don't deserve this. All they are going to learn from her is how to be a selfish piece of shit that does nothing to make their own way in the world and who thinks that by bullying others they will get what they want. Of course they aren't going to always like coming here because they actually get disciplined. They have structure and rules here that they don't have with her. And she says my niece is a monster...for what acting like a little goofball. If she wants to take a shot at me fine but she needs to keep MY family out of it. [img]mad.gif[/img] [img]mad.gif[/img] [img]mad.gif[/img]

[EvolutionHasBegun]

that which begins..only continues if people allow it to...reading what you know will upset you is like stabbing yourself in the leg with a felt pen...its all in your hands to control it...to continue it...to stop it...or to keep it from ever happening to begin with...

[phoenixrising79]

The really scary thing, is that Kristin and I were just talking about the same thing. The reason I post this is more to keep a record or journal of sorts, but I also left the thread open for imput for those who wish to leave it. Thanks for your thoughts Evo.

[EvolutionHasBegun]

as human beings our own curiosity can be our undoing...our nature to dive headlong into the unpleasant can drive us insane easily enough...we KNOW something unpleasant has been said about us or done around us and we simply cannot stand to ignore it or avoid it. we spring the trap ourselves...it is a simple human thing..we were born and bred as curious creatures...however it is up to us as individuals to break those kinds of cycles... to know when to stop reading...or stop looking..or stop asking... to avoid being killed by curiosity...just my two cents... [img]wink.gif[/img]

[BlackMagicRose]

SOSDD....needless to say we are going to have to deal with her until the girls are old enough to make up their own minds or she keels over. One of the two. *shrugs*